To all who have contributed to this subject. Again I want to thank you. It has been days that I have absorbed all of your stories. And I am sure you are sick of my messages by now. But you MUST know what a difference you have made in my life. All of your stories let me know that I am not alone in my thoughts and worries. It is nice to talk to someone that KNOWS. This is something that I did not dwell on day in and day out. But I carried it with me quietly. The line that helped me most was from you "Anna". When you said "Thank God, He gave us this outside sign that something was terribly wrong inside, or we would have lost our children." That turned the harshness of what happened into a blessing. If I would have heard it from family or friends that supported me, I would have just brushed it off as trying to make me feel better. That is the beauty of this message board. Your words DO make me feel better. I can now go forward with confidence that everything will be ok, and if it don't, I have you guys to help us out. God Bless, YOU HAVE MADE A DIFFERENCE TODAY.