Thank you for being real. I have had so many nights filled with fear, frustration, anger, etc... Questioning God, not knowing if I could go any further, thinking I couldn't handle another minute, another episode, another dose of any medication, another wakening after being asleep for 10 or 15 minutes, another cry from my son, another trip to the ER. Where does it ever end. I thought I was doomed to a lifetime of misery. Things have gotten much better. We still have some bad days and nights, but not near as many and not as bad. I'm glad your here. You don't know it but you've cheered me up before. You have enlighted me through talking to others. Don't stop.