my mum went through 6 months with me in hospital when i was born,i'm now 32 and sharing that cup of coffee(fresh i hope)with you.the tablets taste awfull but they saved my life it's a small price to pay.my mum had to do a similar thing to me when i was younger don't give up sounds like your doing a great job, your daughter won't hate you for it infact you'll probaly laugh about it in a few years i know we do good luck. matt from the u.k