I have done nothing but cry as I read this board today. If it isn't enough you have to deal with this CAH. Try to be strong. Our prayers will be with you. Think back to when you just discovered the CAH. It was overwelming, then you got through it. Perhaps you will look back and say, we did it once again. Take one day at a time. Please let us know if you need us. I know I will be here, praying for you. God bless.