Thank you for your kind words. Welcome back to the board. I too have felt compelled to continue to read but not reply to this boad after the BBC guy entered. Not because a majority of the messages did not agree with me. That never bothers me. I respect everyone's opinion. That is how we learn. I just am so protective of my daughter's life and it took sooooo much to share my most deepest and personal thoughts to find out someone is reading it that "DOESN'T get it." This is a place I come where I can be comfortable speaking about this. Not like I didn't know people other than us read it. I sorta put it out of my mind. Then I thought I would be missing many opportunities to help my daughter further. Yet, I will be VERY cautious what I put in my messages now. I will participate, but not to the personal extent I have. Once again, welcome back and thank you.