I know that change comes hard to us all, especially when it involves our children and their very lives. Try to look at it this way. The meds were bad. Nothing has changed except that Upjohn has finally admitted it. You can most probably expect a bit of titrating with the pill form over the next few visits, but isn't it better to KNOW that your child is on a safer med than having to rely soley on prayer. I know that my spirituality has helped me through these past several months coping with an emotional roller coaster but I also know that He lead me to this board and that is ALL GOOD! I don't know what I would have done without this forum to communicate with others who are suffering the same kind of feelings as I am. We hold each other up in times of turmoil and I have witnessed the selfless generosity of people who are in desperate need themselves. That is the magic that our children have bestowed upon us. A gift from them to us without even knowing it. We have all been brought together by this disorder called CAH and I know that we will be there for you and all the others during their change from the liquid to the pill. Just remember that we are their for you to lean on as you have so generously been for others in the past. I hope you can find solice in the fact that your child is not one of the ones that was harmed by the Liquid Cortef and that this thought will help sustain you through your med adjustments. Remember, help and support is but a "Click" away. I will keep you and all the other families that this news has affected in my prayers and hope for a smooth transition. I did hear strong talk about a 1mg pill being made so maybe this will expidite it's development. My thoughts are with you all. Lynn