Sounds like you need a few good hugs!! I can handle a lot of things, but when someone I trust lets me down, that's really hard to deal with. We have friends who had to go through bankruptcy a couple of years ago (business AND personal), because of some personal crisis, and at first they were really devestated; they lost their home and the whole bit. It's been several years now, and they have picked themselves up, have a new home and (more importantly, I think!) a whole new attitude toward life. Tara told me just a few weeks ago that they don't focus on "stuff" so much anymore, and that their children and family time is so much more important to them than it used to be. I guess what I'm trying to say, Karen, is that this too will pass. I know it's really hard on you and your family right now, but you have not only an opportunity to become stronger from this experience, but also the chance to have a fresh start at a new career and/or routine for your family! You CAN take this awful experience, and turn it into something good! Go for it! (How about designing Web pages at home? I'm not that computer literate, but I woman I know took a course and now makes a pretty good living doing this from home. There are so many options out there for you - you'll find something!). I will keep you and your family in my prayers. God bless!