Yep! This sure doesn't surprise me. I am sure there are others out there that have lost their children due to the bad suspending ingredient in the liquid "orange stuff". People told Upjohn many, many times and nothing changed until this past July when a total product recall was sent out. I sure am sorry that you lost your sweet angel in such a terrible way. I am a single mom and I can't imagine if I was to lose my daughter. I will pray for your strength to get through this terrible time. There are other mothers on this board who have lost children over the years. Perhaps they will read this message and post to you. I think it might be worth it to you if you went to the first page of this board and typed a new message. People are more likely to see it there under a new heading and you will get all the lovin, support and information you could possibly handle. If I remember correctly there was one girl on the board who wrote about this danger constantly 'cause I think it caused her son damage. I think it was LynnT she posts a lot on this board so maybe she will respond to you. Good luck and God Bless you.