Amber, I SOO understand those thoughts you have had!!! It is nice to know you had them / get them too. :) I know I felt somewhat guilty in a way.... it is normal... the Dex is not a joy. There are so many What Ifs still for you..... YOU CAN DO THIS !! I am feeling much more confident now.... hopefully you will follow my lead in the good news department!! If you find out you have a girl... the wait for CAH status is hard... but do - able. Hopefully your answers will come sooner than you expected as mine did! I thought I had another week! It is hard to describe to other people WHY I am so darn happy right now. My baby does not have CAH! Only another parent of a CAH child would understand that while CAH is not such a terrible thing.. for we all have WONDERFUL children that have it..... it is SUCH a blessing to know this child does NOT have CAH !! In the same way that I value Brayden SOOO SOO much because of the CAH.... I value little Sara SOOOO much for NOT having CAH. My husband understands! You all understand. My friends and other family... I don't think they get it. Anyway, I will be watching for your updates Amber! I will be waiting with you. Susan