I probably need a psych consult but thought I would post here first (It's cheaper). There is alot going on in my life. I seem to be obsessing with the negativity in my life and how things "aren't fair". I know that life isn't fair. With the Holidays rapidly approaching I can't even imagine dealing with them without my mom who passed away six months ago. I have a 6 year old boy, a 5 year old boy (11 months apart-what were we thinking?) My 5 year old was a preemie weighing 3 lbs 7 ozs. After all of this, we had our CAH daughter who is now 2 1/2 years old. I am a Human Rescource director which is extremely stressfull. How I would love to be able to be a stay at home mom but we need things like a house, food, health ins, etc. Fortunately I have a wonderful husband. He's the calm one while I stress out. I have been crying for two hours because my mail-order pharmacy sent me the Cortef pills instead of the Florinef pills. Sometimes I just have to wonder how much more I can take! Thanks for letting me vent!