I can't believe that another of us is faced with the death of their precious child. There are TOO MANY parents here who have suffered the loss of a child - this is not supposed to happen. The endos have been telling us that our kids can live normal lives, but this death rate is not normal. We are not clueless or negligent parents who do not handle this condition properly. I am beginning to doubt that everything will be OK; I'm sitting here, looking at the beautiful, smiling, shining face of my 3 yr old daughter, and all I can think of is: "How could I ever survive having to bury another child?!" I'm scared, and very low today. I know that no one has any answers - I just needed a "shoulder" to cry on. I thank God for each of you.