There are nights that I lay awake thinking how fortunate I am and then think how quickly it all can be taken away.  I have read of those who have lost their CAH children and then those who have lost a child to unrelated CAH reasons.

I love both my CAH and non-CAH obviously the same.  Sometimes I will admit I worry a little bit more about my CAH son.  But, then I hear of a child who died from a virus, e-coli, ect. and then I feel guilty that I am not worring enough about my non-CAH child.

I no we cannot forsee what the future holds.  I guess it is a good thing for it reminds us of what we have and to enjoy every minute that we have it. 

God's blessings to all...