There is really nothing that I can say to ease the pain for you Kaye but please know that I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. I am not surprised to hear that you will be trying again soon. You are such a strong person I am sure you will succeed. I know that many people on this board will say a prayer for you. I will light a candle in my Church for you and your family. I have always found such solice and strength in prayer. I hope you do too. If there is ANYTHING I can do for you, you have but to ask. I am only 30 minutes away. You have my phone number, feel free to call whenever you feel the need. God bless.