Hi im 31 years old now. At the age of 22 While serving in the military, I had an MRI done for a lower back injury. I was told then that i was intersexed. After seeing my MRI results i was well shocked to find out that im well different. Ive seen Many doctors and phsychologists tryingto find out what exactly i am. Bloodwork comes up as CAH, I have both male and female anatomy in me. I was raised as a boy, served in the military as a man, and am well both male and female. I have been asked by many doctors if i am happy as a man and well its hard to admit my true feelings. I have always wanted to be a girl but been afraid to tell anyone. I told my pediatrician once when iws a teen that i think i should of been a girl. And well after that my pediatrician talked to my mom privately and well nothing else happened. My parents still wont tell me anything. and its been 9 years now. I am seeing a pshychologist and have been on antidepressants for more then a year and half. I also know that i only have one adrenal gland, at least my parents will admit that i had surgery to remove my left adrenal gland when i was a baby. Other then that i dont really know what type of CAH i am. If anyone would like to email me id really appreciate it. I feel alone, I havent dated in 9 years. I don't go out anymore. I feel as if my whole life has been stripped away from me. I have been trying to find a chatroom and other people like me. But its not easy. Ive looked at alot of information sites and this is the first ive found with a message board. I've been keeping alot of things to myself and i dont talk to anyone about it anymore except my phsychologist. If theres anyone out there who is like me id really like to here from you. Thanks for taking the time reading this. Rudy A. Alaniz