Janet,         When you say you cried and cried I know you know how i am feeling because the last few weeks I think i have cried enough to fill a lake...a big one.  I cried so much my cheeks were chapped.  I still cry especially when I think what if I lose him.  I hold him so tight next to me.  I am afraid to let him go.  He was 5 weeks when I took him to the hospital.  I knew something was wrong when I delivered him but I live in a small town and the hospital here isn’t equipped with specialists for children.  The pediatrician  that looked at him said it was just dehydration to leave him at this hospital and he would be fine.  But my friends and family said to get him to a childrens hospital.  I’m so glad I listened to them.  I mean I felt I should get him to one but i was so scared if i took him to a Children’s hospital  I would never bring him home.  I could not go through that again.  I took him to pittsburgh children’s hospital and there they told me he was so bad he would not have made it to much longer.  I thank God for everyone there with me.  They found out it was CAH and now all I have to do is get over my worst fears.  Thank you so much for listening and for responding.  genine baker