I agree Danny, we do have small things given to us such as sunrises and morning air. But isn’t that given to everyone? I am a very pissed off with my physical state and i cannot look past it because i am so hurt about what has been taken from me without my constent. I don’t want to  have to be ’extra careful’ with sex.  I am very much into raves and parties and things that are exciting and spontaneous. It is frusterating so much to the point of near insanity. I wake up each morning so angry with myself i cannot look in the mirror. I hate my medical condition. I see no point on living with this [expletive deleted]ed up state of being. Isn’t the purpose of life to ’procreate’....how can you when you have near non existant mesteral cycles and man made vagina so plagued with scar tissue there is no sensation whatso ever.....please don’t tell me to go see a shrink, they don’t understand, i don’t want to be conformed to be just like everyone else and die with the same hope of meeting the same god. Naw there is no point and CAH is a cancer of the soul killing those wise enough to see what it really is very  slowly and painfully.