My God Dear! Go for it! You know in your gut that you have done all you can do to take precautions in help for your child! IF YOU DON"T GET OUT AND TREAT YOURSELF! You will start to resent this illness and your life in general. Everyone needs a little time away. Yes, you are a mother, but you a woman too. Take care of yourself physically and mentally and you will become a better and happier mom. Go get your hair done and your nails too! LOL Cherry