I can’t relate to the CAH, I am the mother of a SWCAH daughter. However, come to this board & vent, cry , scream...whatever. We are all here for you.
Like Eric said, you ARE normal. Everyone has something about them that is different, just having to take pills & wear a medical alert bracelet brings it to the attention of those around you. What you feel is normal & no one can say that you shouldn’t be having these feelings, you have every right. Hopefully with the community on this site you will find the support & resources you need. Again...vent all you want and realize that you are helping people like me. I see you writing your frustrations and fears & I see what my daughter has in her future, through your posts I will be better prepared & able to help her get through her tough times.
Jess