Thank you for the letters of encouragement and whatnot. It is always hard to look outside the box of life, if you know what I mean. I try to live a normal teenage life, but sometimes it doesn’t happen that way, which is really a shame. I have alot of people that look up to me, and I have been a contact person for the longest time for all my friends and I can just see the gift that I have to be able to give out good advice and such. I mean, I am totally different then all my friends in that area. So I guess, I am different in more than one way! I never thought to look at it that way.

Anyways, yea, I don’t know what more to say. I hope that I can be of an encouragment to anyone on this board. I know that some things I talk about are depressing, but I hope to see the good out of it aswell as anyone else that reads my posts. Thank you all for being understanding and supportive to me.