re: re: re: To Chris
Aug. 14th, 2004   10:05pm
Yes that was our conversation. You shocked me when you announced you were pregnant last year. It was a pleasant surprise. I can still remember the day I read it.  I was so excited for you. You made me REALLY think it over twice that is for sure. We still are undecided on whether to have another baby or not. Well my husband is VERY decided not to. I still have that lingering in my heart. For my husband it has nothing to do with CAH. He is just tapped out. For me I am hesitant because I have no relatives around me in case one of them gets sick and I have to leave the other. We have a llllong trip to our hospital and winter time is the worst to travel there. So literally I have no backup in case one of them gets sick. From this past month and the problems we have faced, I could not have seen me towing another child around with us as we traveled to and fro the hospital appointments we have had. The minute I decide to have another one, she gets sick and reminds me of just how hard it can be. Call me a wimp. I just am not sure I have it in me. But of course there are MANY other things besides CAH that are in this choice also. Many other every day worries come with the thought of having another child. Something I am praying on and working through. Thanks for asking. Take care! 
Laura
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