Congratulations Mother and Baby!  I know this sounds like a foreign language to you with all the cramming of info you have to asorb at first, but like Louise said .... it does get easier. The more you understand...... the safer you feel about it. You have found your education network as we all are searching for the same thing for our child. Feel free to ask ANY question and know that we are here for you if you need us. This board has been my comfort zone since I found it. The people here are smart and educated, caring concerned Parents/people The only advice I can offer is to READ as much as you can and to follow your heart. Welcome to the site! Cherry Lane