Well we may have turned the corner. Not speaking too soon though.  I have it now full fledged but I got some sleep finally last night. She slept sound too. Something she has not done in a full week. Yesterday was probably the worst of all days. We were both overtired. Both sick. She was miserable. She said she wanted to cut off her nose and feed it to a bear. Her pee pee was burning her too. I think that was from the meds. we gave her and the fact she wasn’t drinking enough. On top of all that her moods have been horrendous. This steriod high she is coming down from has taken it’s toll on her emotionally too. Between not sleeping and being constantly sick for this full week she has been awful. She is weepy and lashes out at times. She keeps telling me she doesn’t know what she wants. She bites her nails off and whines clinging to me. I feel so bad for her. It is almost like watching a junkie come down from their high. I was in a dark place yesterday. But with the prayers and support of a couple wonderful friends, I made it through to today. Thanks to everyone for listening to me this week. It has been one hell of a week I haven’t seen in years. I am grateful that this too shall pass. But not without a few more grey hairs! God bless!