Thanks for the very warm  welcome.  In my original post I was reluctant to post how depressed (and irrationally ashamed) I’ve been feeling.  I didn’t want to sound ungrateful or self-pitying.  We tried for years to get pregnant. I am so very happy to have our little miracle, at the same time tears come to my eyes when I see him so cute and happy but also vulnerable.  Several times I’ve had to force myself to smile at him because I don’t want him to feel I’m unhappy with him.

Thanks again for your stories!