I had a "mini" breakdown, when my oldest SW CAh boy was hospitalized when he was about 8 months old,  I just thought I can’t handle this,  it took me about another 6-months to a year to get back to my real self.  I was just depressed and sad and scared,  I was a real good sport on the outside,  I did get really skinny, which I loved, the pounds are back with my real self....

Anyway flash forward 8 years.....and I would say I dobn’t really think too much about the CAH anymore.  I give the meds and take the kids to the Dr. but it does not consume me.  The boys are great,  I have two SW CAH boys, they are happy and funny and a hand full.  You are not alone in your feelings,  I think just having three kids can be really overwhelming.  I just want to tell you things get easier as the kids get older and I am sure you are doing a great job with all of your children!

Good luck to you.