AnonAnon,
It is good to hear from you. I agree there are Moments when things can look gloomy, it’s more how you act everyday that I am talking about. I am happy where I am right now, but by no means am I going to sit where I am today and not expect more in the future. I guess content is not a work I like to use. To me it seems like content means someone who settled with what they were given and gave up on ever trying to improve it. You would be more correct if you said I am happy. I view change as good and I enjoy having it in my life. I am the type of guy that always believes there is room for improvement. I will never reach a pinnacle and then just wait to slide down, I would reach for something higher. The diet I would like to try can not be defined as herbal or anything else, it is extremly detailed and well balanced diet.