cah is a very scarey thing to handle, I sure your doing a fine job. alot of times it’s hard to handle I have a five year old age five but when she was a baby she also had alot of problems in the hospital every month, anything you could catch she had. But thing really got better as she got older. Ask you endo if there is anything you can do that you may not be doing. Please kno9w were all here for you. Were here for each other. Please e-mail me if you need to talk lisasmith323@yahoo.comLisa S