i know what you are going thew.  the last 10 years have been real bad for me.  you name it i got it.   i don’t know if it was all my high tempture (106 temp.) for one or two days in a row when i was growing up, or is due to my oversupposeing for so many years.  i know i can not change the pass,  and for whatever reason GOD has given me these problems,  IT IS GODS WILL FOR ME AT THIS TIME.  i belive in GOD and he never gives us more then we can handle.  this thoughts have somewhat help me stay sane.  some days are bad but i look forward to the good days.