Ian.......Good luck on your visit with your Dr.  Who knows maybe you will find that this meeting will give you some closure to the demons and give your heart and mind a breath of  fresh air and end to what bothers you.Just KNOW you may not have had support when you were young but you have plenty NOW with the board. So if we can help put your feelings at ease please let us know. I will pray that all goes well for you and this is not a unpleasant experience for you,

Sincerely Cherry