Excellent! That is definately a step in the right direction then. My mom used to have this card on her kitchen wall. It said, "This too shall pass." She said that little card got her through the days. My heart really goes out to you since I am so close to my mom. I have felt her pain every step of the way. NO one should ache that much. I am so glad you know God is there at your side to help you through it. Thank God for that little word, "GRACE". When a friend of mine lost her baby at 5 months and had to still labor through it to deliver him she said it was God’s grace that got her through the pain. The sadness remained she said but the grace she received was like her pain medication. It got her through it. God bless you Cindy. Be strong.