I went to the doctor today becasue I am still spotting and she said that it could either be that my cervix could just be irritated. And she said that since I have no pain or irritation that that is a good thing. I am going to have an ultrasound on Monday at 7am to see how far a long I am and to make sure that everything is ok. I dont know why but I am so worried. I know that it is in God’s hands and if he wants me to have a baby that he will and if he does not then I guess I wont. But I would just like some prayers and some hope that everything will be ok. I am kinda really scared but I know that I will be fine. I just think that it is all sinking in that I could lose the baby and after I have the baby I am having my tubes tied due to Fragilex carrier and having already going to be 4 wonderful children and I am 26. Who would have thought that I would be 26 and be having my fourth baby. How crazy is that, I am happy though. I am sorry that I keep going on and on and feeling sorry for myself. I just want reasurrence that everything will be ok and I will have a normal preg. I did have twins when I was preg the fisrt time and i lost one but kept teh other, then  I had placenta previa and had to be on bed rest. And the other two were ok. But my 1st has swcah and my 3rd has frgailex. Thank-you for letting be go on and on and not judging me. I love this board and would not know what to do if i did not have this board. Thanks again