I can’t tell you how much your comments help. Really, the big thing pulling toward the CVS are the side effects from the Dex. The insomnia and depression are really getting to me. I’m not a sad person, and to be crying at almost anything is really hard for me. Especially when I already have 2 young children at home to take care of. But I really don’t want to do the CVS, but then my son’s endo made me feel like I was doing things backwards. She let me know that the way we want to go, they haven’t done with anyone for 15 years. They ALWAYS do CVS. So then I felt horrible for delaying. If we don’t do CVS we’re not using the head genetics team in the area, but if we don’t HAVE to...I don’t feel like I can win. There’s not a right answer. I don’t feel confident in this at all. I thought it would be more cut and dry when the time came. I didn’t know how much the dex would impact me. 

Thanks so much for listening, and I welcome any other advice anyone has too. It’s nice to know I’m not the only one going through this. My friends here just don’t really understand even though they try.

sonya