Dear Cherry,

It is interesting how you and others spoke about rejection. I so wanted to bring it up before ut was afraid of getting ripped for it- all the anons and the name calling is to much. Rejection- It’s out there and wasn’t just with me- another thing that was done is that the relativeswere nice when my mother was in the room but it was different when she left. I’ve found though that families that do this aren’t that swell to some other relatives either. It’s them- I never liked the fake hello’s and the being kept at arms lenght when other people never do this. I had a great Christmas  yep ...hurt for a little that the relatives called - one brother spoke to briefly -sisiter ect nope   but they all had no trouble talking with my one brother for quite a awhile . Made me feel like an idiot- they send gifts but don’t want to talk to me...so my mom down here had dinner w/ guests and I left went to the beach spent with people that really know and like me w/ hugs and wishes for a happy new year. 

Who knows what the other GM ISSUES are....maybe you could call her and invite her over for lunch of just Mitzi’s favorite things. Like Mitzi helped bake these cookies for you and found pretty flowers for you. 

I was scared of both my GM - felt bad around them both. The GF was nice though.