I am so sorry that you are having pain and fear concerning your health care. I agree with others I would tell my Doctor about my anxiety having this procedure and what could he or she do to help me with this. Keep in mind the Doctor is there to make you feel better and get  the correct diagnosis for your health. YOU are taking a active and postive approach in getting your health care needs corrected. You are on the right track and after it is all complete and you are on your way to feeling better EVERYDAY and a new healthier you. It will all be worth it. Good Luck and let us know how you do . We Care!

Cherry