do like the institution of marriage very much. wolves mate for life right?

It’s like with the surgery issue ...It’s like you want to take care of iron out your own feelings about it ..work through it so one doesn’t have that "baggage" open because who needs it.

I don’t have that much regret about using someone like a human dialator because I told him up front exactly the reason for doing this.  And he was really interested in the medical part and all this is different than somebody that I really liked awhile ago- we got along and have same interests- he is fine with CAH and the rest of my medical issues But he isn’t a one woman guy as of yet or might never be - that one hurt to let go.