I’m afraid not many people will see your post since it is so far down the page now, but I’m so sorry for you have had to go through and I will pray for you. Please don’t be down on yourself--it is not your fault! Just take a few days to rest and pamper yourself and then figure out what to do next. You are not alone, particularly in problems dealing with drs, as you can tell from this board. Is there a parent or someone who can advocate for you? Keep us posted and take care.