Those tantrums ...hehe .. I will pull them only when I think I can get away with them. It’s like a rush also. It’s a poor way of commincating needs or feeling ----poof blow and it alienates people...SCARES PEOPLE- that’s not winning. The ones I’m find of are the ones that will go head to head and state can’t have you doing that- challenge me ...make me think don’t write me off. This one nurse " I want you to be happy".  She got under my skin and looked me right in the eye...sorta plooded with me- I felt guilt- see i like others and don’t enjoy them feeling sad at my account and thus able to shift those feelings most of the time. I know the feeling of anger like that- Talked w/ others that have CAH at 3 am that can relate. i think some with CAH are just so on the expresive side. This one man after seeing the rage made facila expressions of nooooooo. He got thru even though I’ll never tell ; )

or they just being kids ...got me : )