Whay about these ? Always worked with me : )

get right into my face close and just stare right into my eyes w/ a pleasant but not over happy smile  - that over rides any tantrum I’ve ever had sooner or later. Or might seem goofy but go right ahead and have a tantrum along with me- that one got thru also.

Sometimes my job that i have now is stressful but I’ve learned that is the time to be most gracious - funny thing ....noooo but the most stressful time is in the afternoon from 4 to 5.

I can get those rages going - so I can relate. The CAH levels in my case were fine but what stops those rages the in tracts are the looks on peoples faces.  I remember once in college that professor lost my test and two other ladies test. I thought this was rather strange because the three of us looked rather alike being petite women w/ light brown hair that looked quiet and meek.  He didn’t expect me to look right up at him and demand that "YOU WILL FIND OUR TEST PAPERS !!!NOW !" and I did that right in front of the class, the weird thing is that he opened up his desk drawer and there were our papers. Yep it it does come out every once in awhile and it is what it is - I think that CAH just heightens whatever emotions we have and that is my opinion which means little and unless a study is done then it can’t be proved. Emotions aren’t so bad, i think I have a better relationship with my Endo because he finally got a little mad at me once.

It’s hard at times because this part of my personality doesn’t match the way I look - one doesn’t expect this out of a 5’1" and people do say I’m cute woman. Some times when I talk it seems like yelling or anger when I’m just intense maybe from the CAH and cortisone enhances my personality. They think that is anger they ain’t seen nothing. That anger comes from being pawed over because of CAH - that anger is frightening ..sorry but I also think that ok look not trying to upset anyone but we do have adrogens that weren’t capped by the cortisone but all fixed now and the most important part to gaurd against adrenal crisis but I think that has something to do with not regular tantrums that kids go thru but just something added on. I’m cute as all get out but what happened in utero I believe does have an affect ....never mind that some of us played with trucks. Who gives a flying ____ about that - not me but finding out about rages and how to deal with them yep.  GIMME MY COOKIE ! My parents knew that yes birth related but we only going to take your **** for so much and those are the ones that I will not act like that around. I can hear my dad going and motioning time out ...time out. I can see doctors that I did that rage around and they walked ran away ....leaving me desperate. I know doctors that stayed and looked me right in the eye and even though they might get some medical thing wrong, I still trust them with my life. Friends or co-workers look to you as a leader because of those rages ....soo soo ummm is this what we should do? If you know you can’t act like that around other people one might do it at school or work. I know that I have...had fun with the rages and that always isn’t a good thing on the whole.

 

 or this just might be kids stuff  ; )