I KNOW WHERE YOU ARE AT.  AT ONE TIME I FELT LIKE THAT I PRAYED THAT I WOULD DIE.  I HATED MY HEALTH PROBLEM, BEING FAT BECAUSE OF THE MEDS AND A LOT OF OTHER STUFF.  I COULD NOT FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE.  I TRYED SUICIDE, THANK GOD I DIDN’T DIE.  THAT WAS WHEN I WAS IN MY 30’S.  I NOW HAVE MY SOUL MATE WHO I LOVE SO MUCH.    I GOT THE RIGHT MEDICATION FOR MY BI-POLOR.  THATS WHERE MY DEPRESSION CAME FROM.  I CAN TELL YOU NOW HOW HAPPY I AM AND I LOVE LIFE.  DON’T GIVE UP BEFORE YOU FIND THE SUNSHINE, IT WILL COME.  MAYBE YOUR PROZAC NOT WORKING, YOU MIGHT WHAT TRY ANOTHER ANTI-DEPRESSIVE. (PROZAC MADE ME VERY DEPRESS)