Aimee,

Now you know me girl what is up? I am not telling you this because I do or don’t like what you write. It is the pain you are recollecting in each one of these posts. Have you read your stories? My gosh girl, they are painful.  I am just trying to reach out and help you cope with that pain you are feeling. I asked you to email me off this many times so I can just talk to you and not have an "audience". I think by posting this here, puts you on the defensive and that is what I have tried to really avoid. I am not attacking your posts. Aimee, listen to what I am saying. I am saying post after post, on this subject, you show your pain is deep. I am not the kind of person to just sit here and let you continue to be full of pain without lending some kind of hand? Post away your feelings. What I am saying is your pain is deep and I was trying to reach out and make some suggestion to get some counsel on it so you have some kind of peace with this. What a heavy load to carry in your life. It is exhausting carry a load such as that.  It’s just me reaching a hand out to you. If you don’t want to take it that is ok, but don’t think it is me trying to shush you. I am trying to help find a way to aleiviate your pain. Sorry if it came out sounding any differently. My mistake.  Peace girl.