You were just added to my rosary tonight. Elaine has it so right, "Let go let God." I can throw up just knowing that feeling in your stomach of having to leave your kids for this you must have. Especially with CAH. But listen, you have all of us behind you. You have all our prayers. I will pray for a speedy recovery, a sucessful surgery, and for your children to remain in good health as you recover. Stay strong!!!!!! Let us know how you are doing!!!! God bless!