What type of physical activity is done? 

I ice skated in the winter, swam and rode horses in the summer. The endo and residents would be so happy that I keep the weight where they wanted or that it would only go up a pound. I wanted to kill myself will there just taking a peeks at the genital area and they thought I was awesome and shoved residents in to see.

 I can still see them happy looking at me ..telling me that my weight was the same  good girl only gained a pound. Hated myself and still do with all the interest of your crotch must look this way and your weight must be that way.... it’s enough to give someone anxiety to eat more.   Now if I just did activity like kids do? my weight was fine.

 Kids tried to tease me but I thought they were nothing compared to going to the Big hospital putting the gown on and taking the panties off so the endo and his students could look and some pulled apart. Ten years old and you have the surgeon urging you to slide down on his finger because he is curious as to how his vision is doing ....good girl slide down on my figure- He thought his figure wasn’t traumatic . So having a ten to 16 year old boy try to tease you is nothing when from age 3 to 15 you’ve had to hop up on that table for the endo, one, two, or a group of residents so they could smile and paw at you. I used to ask the docotrs for help about extra hair becuase I would get teased about that but they blew me off .....minimized what I had to say and guilded me back so they could just take a peek and pull things apart  what14 year old needs that done. Thou shall down no harm really doesn’t apply because then really what on earth does a ten or 11 year need with a man ...good surgeon so waht sticking his finger in you ....boundaries and violation but we are so happy that she look how we need HER to be then comes these boys trying to tease but really they teased everyone and the also got beat up for it many times. I would just look at them and think is this the best you got.  Then those kids realized that I was angry and kept away . Later on the teasing went he likes you and that only added to my hatred because here I was sliced up and judged to please them? ohhh no.

I bet if the family went for walks after dinner or had more physical activity, went for walks at cultural events or fairs ...lived had fun and was a kid ...then maybe the weight would come off. I don’t know waht this sounds like and line up Anons but I’ve lived this and I know that weight does come off when you are going through life and it’s not weight, weight, weight. i went to an art fair and ended up walking five miles - it was fun.