I wouldnt worry that much about being insecure with a woman, because if she loves you then it shouldn’t matter what you look like. Of course people will judge, but only God has that right and he made you a certain way that will always be "right" in his eyes.

I feel the same way about having to bring someone into my life and decideing whether or not to tell him about my condition, but i know that i really dont have to explain myself to anyone and you shouldn’t either, at least not until you are comfortable. Lately I had been wondering if I should call it quits with my boyfriend to save him from the hurt then i get to thinking what hurt, what will he be hurting from but all I know is that I dont want to lose a good person over my condition and besides he does not seem to care how I look.

To answer your question if I was to meet an individual(man) with Cah, it would not matter to me because the way a person looks does not say much about the person themself. So some advice would be to just begin to love yourself, cause I am still trying to do that and it can be a struggle. 

If you want to chat you can look at my post a few down from this one and get my email.

God Bless!