hi cherry was sorry to hear of the lost of your daugther and your diagonsed of cancer but you have alots of people on this board that are pulling for you and praying for you. your granddaugther is very bless to have you in her life as she did not get to know her mother. but with your help she will have loving story of her  as she grow up. may GOD be with you as you start your treatment and you are in all our prayer kiss your little bundle of joy for me as i am raising my grandson and  he have swcah but we love him with all our hearts.