Danny,

Thank you for the post.

I never wrote in any of my threads that I was looking for drugs to deal with this ...if by chance this is what is going  on (adhd) but I was instead looking here to see if others with CAH have experience with this and how they are doing but I don’t think that drugs for it are a bad thing either but a well thought out choice and I do understand where you are coming from in your post and that is why I’m looking into getting help to "control energy" in a positive way and the funny thing is that the clinic that is down in the war zone of the city is more open to trying anything to help someone whereas in my experince out in the wealthy suburbs? it’s drug them and street them/counsel them.

I’ve had good experince at this place where she wasn’t really into pushing drugs and maybe that is becuase it is in the worse part of the city and thought it was a good idea just to talk and get support.   These ideas of things that I want to accomplish are in the area close to this place anyway and for me it’s fate that this is the right way to go becuase the lady came by and told me that God loves me as all this was going through my mind.   

I wasn’t looking to get drugged up because I self medicated for years with alchohol and it didn’t do any good.

I don’t really know about drugs for this condition ADD but I do wonder how this and CAH go together. I understand where you are coming from about the money stuff as I have the info from the university in front of me  ......ha ha  the one that I thought might be Ok which is a teaching university goes 250.00 for the lowest and the other ones were 750.00. Sorry but for me that 250. 00 goes toward bills and food. Gosh, it’s a teaching university and you are paying them 250 plus to be their teaching tool ...nope not for me and I did my time.

So off to the place in the hood for me where I’m understood. The psychitrist there once stated that Iwas afraid of success and really wasn’t all that into giving drugs and that might be as I wrote before becuase one can buy better drugs on the street and I also told her that I was a blackout drunk for six years (didn’t make CAH or any of their exams go away ... I laugh now?)  so any drugs not the best way to go for me but others it might work.