Annalise,

A primary care doctor needs to fix the anemia. I had anemia and was losing oxygen besides being dizzy,  pale and crying - bad stuff there and that is something that needs to be looked at before something like sitting with a counsellor which is a good thing as well.

My primary care doctor sent me to the emergency room becuase the anemia was so bad.

I will write more at another time or maybe better to switch to email but needed to say that you aren’t weird and the feeling "of not feeling real" is something that I’ve felt as well.

 Your posts are Brilliant.