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re: re: Very torn about it. Jun. 13th, 2006 8:40pm
Hi, I've never posted anything on this board, but my 4yr old has cahsw and it was hard in the beginning. I've always wanted at least 4 kids, my husband and i started late having children. One year after my son was born I got pregnant again and i was scared beyond I honestly was not ready to go thru what i went thru with my first son so we decided to abort. I was comfortable with that decision life went on but then I started to get the I want another child feeling again. I am more confident and understand what it is like to have a child with cah and now i am pregnant expecting a boy who does not have cah or is a carrier. I did not take any pills while I'm pregnant I decided to leave everything in gods hands. I am not going to lie I did pray for a boy though, however it turned out would of been fine but the human side of me prayed for a boy. My 4yr old is beautiful and i am so blessed to have him in my life I honestly never thought why or regret anything. I believe God has a plan for all but sometimes as human beings you panic and get scared and loose faith and that is what i did when i aborted that child, I have no regrets i believe life is too short for regrets. I hope this helped you in some way.
