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re: re: Mom never told me about surgery. Has this happened to anyone else? Mar. 4th, 2008 4:06pm
Hi Megan
Thanks for your response. I have been trying dilators recommended by the dr. but so far it hasn't been successful. he beleives i need surgery in order to have intercourse. the thought of this freaks me out & actually makes me ill. i can't imagine going through something like that. i just don't ever see myself gaining the courage to go through with it. i have been thinking about it for 2 years now & i just can't do it. its far too embarrassing for me. the more i think the lessi want to do it. i wish these dialtors would work but they just don't. even the smallest doesn't completely go in me & is tough & painful to get out. ive never had boyfriend or even been on date b/c of this whole sitiuation. ive avoided guys my whole life b/c i always knew i looked different down there. i didn't think much of it when i was younger but now that i know why it freaks me out. i could never explain what is wrong with my vagina to a future boyfriend. i have a normal looking clitoris but there is no sensation at all. i have no inner labia what so ever & a flap of skin that hangs out from my opening that seperates my vagina from my urethra. (they are basically the same whole seperated my this flap of skin.) (the dr said its not my hymen b/c i don't have one anymore) This flap makes my opening even more narrow that it already is. i know i don't look like other women down there. i just have no interest in being with a man & having an embarrassing & unfulling sex life. i'd rather be alone than go through that.
