I realize that I am an adult but I understand.
I am 26 and have had CAH all my life. Suicide is a scary thing. I have dealt with those issues many times, I thought about it and needed some help, I thought it was being a teenager but alot of it had to do with depression as well. Cah people tend to suffer from some depression at some point. I got some help and I am doing pretty good now.
I never had surgury so I can't really help with that too much. Did they say it was absolutly nesecary to have it to become sexually active?
Just post more and I will try and help you out a bit.
Stress from School and family things can also make us a little unhappy, When I was confused I would talk to my family, if there is someone you can talk to then I suggest it, it helps ease the burden of your emotions and pain. There are a lot of us out here and we all know in a way what you are going through.
Faith
