Hi
I am marche' and I believe you have spoken to my mom - she has spoken about you alot in the last 2 days. I have many questions that my mom has never answered - I have had many endo's my first was a Dr Hopp (I liked him) but now I have another one a Dr Van Dyk - but according to mom you have a good relationship or a on going relationship with yours - I don't really know mine, (I like my Gyne') he is cool but I have questions and because I don't know Dr Van Dyk I just keep my mouth shut in all appointments and I don't bother asking stupid questions.
My memory is really bad - Is this a symptom?
I look different - I think they tell me so but I never really look at anyone else so am I?
I have facial hair - I shave every day like a boy, In fact I look like Arnold Schwarzenegger (Spelling does not count!)
I am short 5.01ft I have had very bad acne and I am even built like old Arnie - with boobs.
I don't like the way I look, I honestly don't, the school therapist says every time I see her, I must not care about what people think - but boy it's hard, I walk into a classroom and people start talking about how I look all you try and do is not listen but the whispers are loud.
I have or use to have a weight problem - the less I take my meds the better I feel about my weight (myself) this kill my mom - she nags me to take them, but she does not know what the meds make me feel like.
I have read may posts on this site and they talk about what is going on behind the pantie but what about what people can see - I have always hid my body away - even on the beach again Mom goes mad - the hair on my legs - the hair on my tummy - I feel like a Sasquatch but every ugly beast is a very fun and cool cat.
Please would you be my friend and help me through this - Annalise?
Thank you - I really need some one to talk to - IT HURTS.
