Dear Hannele,
You write "those days never go away from my mind"
and then "But, like I said, I got over it..." which one is it?
It's still big then my answer to that is -
That they come in all sizes and I don't know because during my time everything was removed.
Getting pregnant-
Still the best answer is to see a reproductive Endo.
Good luck and cool to "talk" with someone from Finland.